Tonks and Lupin

“ Lupin, this ca-“

“No, listen Tony, I love you and Im not going to deny that, but I care for you too much and I don’t want you to get hurt.”

Tonks was sitting in the grass with Lupin right next to her, holding her hand. Lupin was doing one of the most hardest thing in his life, and it was killing him.

“ How will I get hurt!” Tonks exclaim, tears swelling up in her brown dark eyes, her pink bubble gum hair turning darker.

“ First off, I’m a werewolf, will you like to have someone who once a month becomes a beast! ( Tonks open her mouth but Lupin stopped her) Were both Aurors and we have a job to fufil. Voldemort (Tonk winced) is out to get us because were in the Order. You, Tony (he strokes her cheek) also deserve better. Im old and have nothing to give to you. You deserve a man who can protect you and who is whole”

“ I don’t care! I love you! Don’t you want me?” 
A hurt expreesion appered in her heart shaped face.

“ Of course I want you! I want to marry you and wake up seeing you every morning! I want nothing in this world more than you! Don’t you know how that?! But im not going to hurt you in any way. I’m sorry” 

Lupin looked so sad and shatter that he looked like he might pass out. His brown hair had specks of gray, and his light brown eyes in his young face had no light.

Tonks breathes in heavenly and snatches her hand away from Lupin. She stands up and says in a lifeless voice.

“ No, Im sorry, for thinking that we can work this out and our love will make it through. But I will always love you and I won’t give up on us” A tear slides down her cheek.

“ I love you too, and that will never change. But I have given up.” said Lupin in a voice like hers.

She looks at him for a second, both their faces look close to tears, then she leaves.

Remus watches her until shes out of sight. He puts his hands in his face and lies down on the grass. He knows that deep in his heart, he hasent given up neither. He knew Tonks was going to mention this again, and he knew that Tonks is the only women he will ever love.