When I saw Harry this last time, I thought James had come back to get me.  But no, it was just Harry.  And I would have deserved it if he'd come to kill me.  Everyone I used to know so well thinks I don't regret becoming a Death Eater and betraying Lily and James, and little Harry too, but I do.  I would take it all back if I could.<br><br>But I can't.<br><br>I know Sirius and Remus will never forgive me.  No matter what I say, they won't believe me.  They just know me to be the little rat I have been.<br><br>I don't know why I started my life as a Death Eater anyway.  That was a lie, I do know.  And it's because I'm a coward.  I was too afraid.  on my best of days, I joke that it was because Death Eater has eater in it, and everyone knows about my huge appetite.<br><br>I know I deserve to die, Sirius.  But I have to do a favor to James through Harry before I do...........