Why can't I be a leaf? Soft and leathery. Smooth and soft like silk. Slick and thick like oil. Tough like fabric or plastic. Fragile like paper. A popping and vibrating green, with veins that creep out in every direction. Hanging on to my life support that takes shape as a maple tree. And sway in the wind like water in a sea of green. I would live for one season, and go from vibrant green to cherry red to orange to a dull yellow then finally part from my tree and slowly drift to the ground where i would turn stiff and brown, crispy and misshapen. Letting the wind blow me away and willingly go where it took me. Then crunch under some humans' feet, and have my life end there. Why can't i be a leaf? Live for one season and then die. Being a leaf would save me from the pain and sarrow of life. From the misery of life. I wouldn't have to suffer and face the hardships of life. I wouldn't have to feel the hot, fat, stinging tears running down my face. Why can't i be a leaf?